ABC baby you and me girl

Yea i never knew
me and you 
I never saw it coming
baby hold my hand
look into my eyes
I never saw it coming
I never planed on leaving
I never planned on flying
not like this not again

WHat did you do?
cause i didnt see this coming
what did you say?
Ill tell you i wanted to start running
cause hey this isnt what i expected
isnt what i thought
isnt what i wanted
but made me want you

What am i suppose to do?
doe ray me.

Things you never forget.

I dont remember the date i wrote this but it was a couple years ago..


Sacrament : something regarded as possessing a sacred character or mysterious significance.

Would it be wrong to say I miss you
Would it be out of place to forgive you…
When I was the one to let you fall
Oh how I wished it weren’t true
When they told me it was you
To let myself fall to the ground
I  hit the wall but I hadn’t noticed the bruise
Was nothing compared to what I had to lose.
I felt my heart fall apart.
I felt the duct tape you wrapped around it peal away
I felt the safety pines unhook
And Drop to my stomach
As it reverted back to these million different pieces.

Would it be wrong to say im sorry
Would it be wrong to tell you I think of it everyday
How I let you down in so many ways
I promise you you’re the most special friend I have ever had.
And now as I have watched these balls of fire in the sky
They blur in my eyes.
Reflect the color of lights in my tears
Cause darling I don’t celebrate the night I last heard your voice
I reach for the numbness I hope will come
But it avails me
How I loath who I was.
I loath what Iv done.
When you needed a friend the most
I was just as lost
And couldn’t see the man I loved was right in front of me
So I try now to let you go
But I still see your face wherever I go
I stilll think of you as I sleep next to him
I still dream of your scent and that voice in my head

I have come a long way from where I was
But this is still a haunting memory
I try to fix this in my mind.
But all I want is to hide.
I just want to feel your arms around me one last time
I remember when we stood in the driveway
I felt your pull and I knew you felt mine.
Cause I saw the look in your eyes
How they moved towards mine
Why didn’t I hug you? Now id give anything to have those moments back
Those brief hours you held me in your arms


and ill never forget you cared
and ill never forget you were there
these dreams feel so close
i just miss you more then you will ever know...

Things you never forget ... <3

First love

As each year goes by

I still see straight through those dark blue eyes

Hard and cold outside

But your iris shows deep warmth through the soul

You know i Know you better then anyone 

I've watched you go through so much...

and in the end I see the good

And in the end I'll stay by your side.

As each year goes by

I've tried to put a label on what we are

Was it love

was it lust

but it was always simply us

and even the pain we've caused each other

 will never taint what in the end will create

As each year goes by

We grow stronger

And they will never understand.

So why should i try to, when everything is falling into bliss.

Just know

THat no matter who passes through

It doesn't matter cause you belong to me

and i to you..

Sometimes you need to be sick to realize how healthy you truly are...

<3

"I was there when you worried,
I was there when you were sick,
I was there when you were positive
This wasn't happening.

 I was there when you were lonely
I was there when you were bored
I was there when you were feeling scared
And you were not sure what for.

 'Cause you got me if you want me 

 Yeah you got me and it's right where I should be. 

 Yeah you got me if you want me 

 Yeah you got me and it's right where I should be..."